Its so annoying isnt it!!!! i get so angry about things and upset, like if i ask Alan to scratch my back and he dosnt but im set on it i just make him do one little scratch and then im ok again, if he dosnt i get really frustrated and i get trapped nerves in my knees, it really upsets me, when i go to the cinema i get it aswell just because i think about it!!!!
It wasnt till the other week i discovered my mom and sister have slight OCD too.
I also get compelled to do things really strongly, things that i wouldnt want to do, like if im walking over a bridge il get this really strong feeling to throw my bag off the side, even though i would never want to do that and il have to fight myself not to. Or if im talking to someone sometimes i feel like i am going to hit them or shout at them for no reason and i have to try and stop myself, i have never done anything before its always controllable, like torrets that can be controlled, my sister was telling me she is the same and she went to the doctors and they said it was just her OCD, last time i had one of the cats in the car with me on the way to my moms going down the motorway i had this really strong feeling to throw him out the window, i would never ever do that, but its always things i would never do or want to think about.
I hate it,bet you all think im a right weirdo now lol!!!!
cas xx