MrsDraven
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Sorry I just need reassuring or something. Supposed to look after my landladys cat while they're away. She was in the garden while I was hanging clothes out and idiot me rather than pick her up and bring her in left her out, assuming she would be ok because shes generally an outdoor cat and they have a cat flap. That was about 6 hours ago, I haven't seen her since.
My fiance is trying to safetly get to me through the riots without getting killed because he's been advised not go home and I'm worried sick. Although I'm in Chiswick and it's pretty guarded here I'm still petrified because I'm alone and due to this have been sleeping with a knife next to me for the past few nights out of fear.
Now I want to move back to the Darlington/Ripon area because it's always been more of a home to me and I really am starting to wish I'd stuck to my guns and just moved there instead of London. But I wanted to be with my OH so I moved to London. He won't leave London so if I move back there I hardly see us working, but I really don't want to stay here anymore, I wish I'd not moved here in the first place.
I've been sat crying my eyes out for about an hour, I'm alone, I'm upset, I'm frightened and I want to go home.
My fiance is trying to safetly get to me through the riots without getting killed because he's been advised not go home and I'm worried sick. Although I'm in Chiswick and it's pretty guarded here I'm still petrified because I'm alone and due to this have been sleeping with a knife next to me for the past few nights out of fear.
Now I want to move back to the Darlington/Ripon area because it's always been more of a home to me and I really am starting to wish I'd stuck to my guns and just moved there instead of London. But I wanted to be with my OH so I moved to London. He won't leave London so if I move back there I hardly see us working, but I really don't want to stay here anymore, I wish I'd not moved here in the first place.
I've been sat crying my eyes out for about an hour, I'm alone, I'm upset, I'm frightened and I want to go home.