Shedding a wee tear on Christmas eve

[Pidgeridoo]

On one had I had a lovely Christmas with OH and my mum, but it just feels like something is missing! My cousin has had her baby and every bit of FB, IG and Snapchat has been polluted with pictures of her and it breaks my heart a little everytime I see one! I would love more than anything to be celebrating our first Christmas with our baby! I do have a strong feeling though that next Christmas I will be pregnant, I just hope it's right! On Christmas eve our friends called over with their daughter and I know it's a little pathetic of me but I kind hoped that the first baby in our house would be our own! I think this time of year makes struggling to concieve so much harder! Everywhere you turn there are pictures of kids with their santa pressies, plenty of we got a special christmas present announcements or last christmas before bump arrives posts! I think WHEN it's my turn I won't be plastering too much baby related stuff online knowing first hand how hard it can be for others to see! Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas, this will be our last without our very bundles!

 

[Pidgeridoo]

I read my horoscope for 2017 ...then for 2018. It said in 2018 its a time for having a family and big changes around february and November. I have a gut feeling we will get pregnant around February to April time and have a baby the end of the year. Just hope my feeling is right. Feeling more positive about 2018.

Merry Christmas everyone x

I seen one of those pictures on FB (girls/guys who will get pregnant/have a baby this year) and it had OH's name on it lol I'm taking this very seriously lol I will never see my name pop up on one of these pictures and it's the first time I've ever seen OH's name on one so looks promising lol I must go read my horoscope, hopefully 2018 will be our year for BFP's Alexis!

 

[Pinkz]

Can't help feeling the same. I should be sitting with a sizable bump awaiting the end of March to meet my bundle... but nope. It's all these top 9 photos and people's babies killing me. "Oh 2017 was sooooo magical because we had our baby" yea... 2017 was horrendous. I lost several family members and my baby and nearly lost my mind because of it...

Farewell 2017!

 

[Alexis2017]

Can't help feeling the same. I should be sitting with a sizable bump awaiting the end of March to meet my bundle... but nope. It's all these top 9 photos and people's babies killing me. "Oh 2017 was sooooo magical because we had our baby" yea... 2017 was horrendous. I lost several family members and my baby and nearly lost my mind because of it...

Farewell 2017!

Yeah 7 of my friends had babies in 2017 and Ibe had to watch them all habe tbe best year. I am sure we will feel thay Joy soon.so sorry for what your going through. I habe never been pregnant and still have a small doubt my body can actually do it but If I don't have hope then it truely is hopeless ! Onwards and upwards Pinkz x