babyphoenix
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My male-to-female transgender friend, one of my best friends, was the only person I told about my pregnancy because me and her spoke a lot, like were on skype every day, and she was the only one who knew we were trying at all. But when I told her, I was overjoyed and then later that night she told me she took an overdose because of it. I nearly ended up in A&E with her that night getting her stomach pumped but she ended up just throwing it up instead and not going.
Then when I miscarried I told her but we haven't really spoke since. I honestly just feel bitter about the fact I spent the 5 days I knew I was pregnant feeling guilty about that instead of celebrating. And tomorrow I'm going to go to my friends house as he is leaving the city and it will be my last chance to see him and also I'm buying a bass guitar off him. But the above friend is going to be there. And I've not been speaking to her and she knows I haven't been speaking to her.
This is gonna be awkward but I don't want to miss up on seeing my friend for the last time. I could just bank transfer him the money and he could leave the bass behind for me as his friends live in that flat with him and I could collect later, but it'll be the last chance to see my friend for a while so I want to go .
Not looking forward to this awkwardness. I don't hate her I just really feel like shutting myself off for a while y'know?
Then when I miscarried I told her but we haven't really spoke since. I honestly just feel bitter about the fact I spent the 5 days I knew I was pregnant feeling guilty about that instead of celebrating. And tomorrow I'm going to go to my friends house as he is leaving the city and it will be my last chance to see him and also I'm buying a bass guitar off him. But the above friend is going to be there. And I've not been speaking to her and she knows I haven't been speaking to her.
This is gonna be awkward but I don't want to miss up on seeing my friend for the last time. I could just bank transfer him the money and he could leave the bass behind for me as his friends live in that flat with him and I could collect later, but it'll be the last chance to see my friend for a while so I want to go .
Not looking forward to this awkwardness. I don't hate her I just really feel like shutting myself off for a while y'know?
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