ButterflySkye
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Tomorrow is my scan and my body feels horrible. My boobs are only slightly sore but I have really bad stomach cramps and back ache and I'm trying so hard to stay positive but excuse the pun but I have a gut feeling somethings wrong. I'm sort of trying to convince myself baby will have no hb just so it would be less heart breaking.
In my letter they said my scan would be conducted by a researcher from a university about health of unborn babies and that doesn't feel me with much hope as my friend recently had a scan at the hospital and she had bruises a few days after from the scan. Plus if I ask a question about baby what if they don't know the answer. Plus they won't be scanning for my pleasure they are only interested in their research. I'm going to opt out if the research.
I'm dreading seeing a baby with no heart beat. I've had no bleeding but just cramping today. I'd rather not go.
I'm sorry for a bit of a pointless post just feel if I write it down I feel bit better. I know somethings wrong but my OH keeps saying it will be fine but he doesn't worry what so ever. Wish I was like him. I saw babys hb 2 weeks ago but I don't know % of mmc.
Dreading tomorrow.
In my letter they said my scan would be conducted by a researcher from a university about health of unborn babies and that doesn't feel me with much hope as my friend recently had a scan at the hospital and she had bruises a few days after from the scan. Plus if I ask a question about baby what if they don't know the answer. Plus they won't be scanning for my pleasure they are only interested in their research. I'm going to opt out if the research.
I'm dreading seeing a baby with no heart beat. I've had no bleeding but just cramping today. I'd rather not go.
I'm sorry for a bit of a pointless post just feel if I write it down I feel bit better. I know somethings wrong but my OH keeps saying it will be fine but he doesn't worry what so ever. Wish I was like him. I saw babys hb 2 weeks ago but I don't know % of mmc.
Dreading tomorrow.