It's been nearly 4 weeks since the mc, and it still feels so raw. My sleep pattern is screwed because I'm awake all night thinking about it, and everything seems like a reminder. I quit my job as well after the mc because I moved away to be back with my parents for support, so now i'm stuck in the house with no money, and nothing to do.
Everyone keeps saying it'll eventually get better and it's because it's been so recent, but I would have thought after a month, I should be moving on. It's also put a strain on friendships as well because I don't want to speak to anyone, and nobody apart from a couple know what to say to me so they just choose not to talk to me.
Apologies for the rant, just don't really know who to talk to about it anymore, or what to do.
Everyone keeps saying it'll eventually get better and it's because it's been so recent, but I would have thought after a month, I should be moving on. It's also put a strain on friendships as well because I don't want to speak to anyone, and nobody apart from a couple know what to say to me so they just choose not to talk to me.
Apologies for the rant, just don't really know who to talk to about it anymore, or what to do.