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So its becoming very clear to me that I have a form of PND
I'm so lonely... I now live in Cornwall with just a hand full of friends, none of which have children, and they all work full time.
I'm on mat leave and my husband works 12 hiur days
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I'm just constantly on my own with my baby, coupled with him going through the fussy stage where I can't put hkm down I just feel horrible.
I've tried to make new mum friends but honestly... I can't stand anyone I've met, they're all so mumsy. I'm tattooed and pierced, I used to be a body piercer, I love the word ****, I love a Gin and I want nothing more then to sit here and slag off my OH and talk about how much of a turd my son can be..
Yet so far every mym I've spoken to just sings the praises of their OHs and kids and bums Cath kidson or what ever that flowery shite is.. I'm on basoc pay, I have £9 to my name and I was paid 3 days ago..
So going to groups just isn't a option... No one wantd to come on walks with me, and if they did they would probably just sing the alphabet over and over again..
FUCK I'm wo bored of it all, I just sit here cry for huge portions of the day..I just threw my lunch in the bin because my son woke up when I was about to eat, and cried in the kitchen..
It's making me feel like a shitty mum and I even shityue person..
I've actually been looking at buying a house where I used to live and sell our perfect little cottage in Cornwall.
Which is stupid,. because it took us years to actually buy this place .
No idea what I thought I'd gain from this....
I told my HV and she just said, go out and make friends.... Like it's so fucking easy
I'm so lonely... I now live in Cornwall with just a hand full of friends, none of which have children, and they all work full time.
I'm on mat leave and my husband works 12 hiur days
9-9
I'm just constantly on my own with my baby, coupled with him going through the fussy stage where I can't put hkm down I just feel horrible.
I've tried to make new mum friends but honestly... I can't stand anyone I've met, they're all so mumsy. I'm tattooed and pierced, I used to be a body piercer, I love the word ****, I love a Gin and I want nothing more then to sit here and slag off my OH and talk about how much of a turd my son can be..
Yet so far every mym I've spoken to just sings the praises of their OHs and kids and bums Cath kidson or what ever that flowery shite is.. I'm on basoc pay, I have £9 to my name and I was paid 3 days ago..
So going to groups just isn't a option... No one wantd to come on walks with me, and if they did they would probably just sing the alphabet over and over again..
FUCK I'm wo bored of it all, I just sit here cry for huge portions of the day..I just threw my lunch in the bin because my son woke up when I was about to eat, and cried in the kitchen..
It's making me feel like a shitty mum and I even shityue person..
I've actually been looking at buying a house where I used to live and sell our perfect little cottage in Cornwall.
Which is stupid,. because it took us years to actually buy this place .
No idea what I thought I'd gain from this....
I told my HV and she just said, go out and make friends.... Like it's so fucking easy