panicking at 5 weeks with first pregnancy

[worrywart]

Hello,
I feel I may be rambling but my head feels all over the place at the moment. I am so scared, I am 5 weeks and aged 37. I told my partner who panicked, I was quite calm until then, I think... and now he wants me to have an abortion. I guess rationally its a sensible thing to do but I just don't know, I mean I really don't know. I have an appointment with a councellor on Friday but I am just so confused. I think I want to go ahead, but is that selfish? Thanks for listening.

 

[baby43]

worrywart

I am scared too worrywart, i'm 42 years old and 7 weeks next weeks, alone and the father when i told him, he cold words were if I did'nt want it then kill it... this upset me so much but now i have acceoted the fact i be alone, even if he did come back I would not want him, after him saying that... he has a new girlfriend.. so they can both sod off ...

I will cope some how and im going to do the best i can.. I know i be an older mum, but i'd rather be a happy older woman with a baby, then a old woman alone bitter and twisted over what a man has said!! I did consider abortion but no way!!! If he cant deal with it, then i can.. I'd rather be alone now than him saying 6 months he's leaving...

If i carry to full term it be so wonderful, because I know that im so much stronger than him.....

 

[chaybraza]

Hi Worrywart and Baby43!
I'm turning 35 next month and I've been trying to get pregnant since day 1 after I got married. It's a gift from God to have a baby. Be strong and carry it to full-term both of you. I would do the same If I were pregnant
Goodluck!!