I read another post this morning which has brought things back into my mind from the pregnancy and i cant get rid of them when i was 11 1/2 weeks i had a really big bleed and passed a lot of tissue i was convinced i passed the baby as there was a tear shape and inside was what looked like a spring which had been stretched which i'm convinced was the umbilical cord and then attached to that was what i thought was the baby. i went to hospital and they thought i'd miscarried too then they scanned me and baby was fine jumping around, when i asked why i'd bled they said it could have been twins and i lost one or it could have been part of the placenta they sent it off to be tested and when they gave me the results just said dont worry about it but didn't tell me what it was, i haven't really thought about it since but then today i read the post about someone passing there baby and didn't know what to do with it and it's just messed my head up i keep thinking about whether Abi would have been a twin and if so what the other would be like. And to top it all off it's almost a year to the day that it happened
It's now 00.15 and cant get this out of my head i feel really down and i'm so far away from everyone i really can't believe i feel like this after all this time, i had a miscarriage 6 months before i caught with Abi and didn't feel like this, it's just hit me all of a sudden.
It's now 00.15 and cant get this out of my head i feel really down and i'm so far away from everyone i really can't believe i feel like this after all this time, i had a miscarriage 6 months before i caught with Abi and didn't feel like this, it's just hit me all of a sudden.