soniaj
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Hello Ladies.
My name is Sonia I am 21 years old (22 this year) my partner is 34 years old nearly 35 he is like a big kid.... anyway we have been together for about 3 years we are trying for a baby no luck for about 2years :'(. I finally got my self together and made a Doctors app. to see what is wrong with us. As it is really heart breaking not being able to see a BFP on a test.
Any way I think i was pregnant and lost the baby quite early as i have had symptoms that i have never felt i had cramping, high tem. 37.5 /37.8 degrees Celsius and i just felt fine i also had head aches and i also felt quite sick. Took 2 pregnancy test and had a really faint positive test result. so i got all my hopes up that maybe just maybe its my time to be a mummy. Its really hard for my as i dont have anyone to talk to about these things apart from my partner (but hes a guy so he dont understand what i actually mean and what i am actually going through)
TTC for 2 years has really got me mentally i lose hope i get quite angry when some ones asks if we are planning a baby, and the most sad part of all of this is that I end up arguing with my other half bout this as it makes me soo angry and i just dont understand why im not able to have a baby.
Maybe one of you ladies has been through similar experience and will be able to give me some advice as i literally dont know what to do anymore i am a the stage of just giving up as i am becoming hopeless i just dont know what to do as i cant do much about it.
I Have made the fist step by making the doctors app which i should of done long ago but im scared that there might be something wrong with me or my other half
I even though about going to see a specialist just to talk things out from my heart
SORRY FOR THE LONG POST.
My name is Sonia I am 21 years old (22 this year) my partner is 34 years old nearly 35 he is like a big kid.... anyway we have been together for about 3 years we are trying for a baby no luck for about 2years :'(. I finally got my self together and made a Doctors app. to see what is wrong with us. As it is really heart breaking not being able to see a BFP on a test.
Any way I think i was pregnant and lost the baby quite early as i have had symptoms that i have never felt i had cramping, high tem. 37.5 /37.8 degrees Celsius and i just felt fine i also had head aches and i also felt quite sick. Took 2 pregnancy test and had a really faint positive test result. so i got all my hopes up that maybe just maybe its my time to be a mummy. Its really hard for my as i dont have anyone to talk to about these things apart from my partner (but hes a guy so he dont understand what i actually mean and what i am actually going through)
TTC for 2 years has really got me mentally i lose hope i get quite angry when some ones asks if we are planning a baby, and the most sad part of all of this is that I end up arguing with my other half bout this as it makes me soo angry and i just dont understand why im not able to have a baby.
Maybe one of you ladies has been through similar experience and will be able to give me some advice as i literally dont know what to do anymore i am a the stage of just giving up as i am becoming hopeless i just dont know what to do as i cant do much about it.
I Have made the fist step by making the doctors app which i should of done long ago but im scared that there might be something wrong with me or my other half
I even though about going to see a specialist just to talk things out from my heart
SORRY FOR THE LONG POST.