He finally found a private place for me to get my 12 week scan!
It was very complicated, because I don't have insurance and I'm not Dutch, I'm actually Canadian, so I'm SO relieved!
I'm having my scan on the fifth of October.
I have to admit, I'm kind of, well, EXTREMELY nervous about it, though. What if they tell me there's no baby.
WHAT IF THIS IS ALL A DREAM!?!?!?
I dunno why, but that is the scariest thought I am having right now...

It was very complicated, because I don't have insurance and I'm not Dutch, I'm actually Canadian, so I'm SO relieved!
I'm having my scan on the fifth of October.
I have to admit, I'm kind of, well, EXTREMELY nervous about it, though. What if they tell me there's no baby.

