CrazyJaney
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Hello all,
I'm struggling today. I'm finding now, 2 weeks on from my miscarriage that it's getting a bit more difficult. I am finding that my friends are just not asking me about it now. As if ot didn't happen. So, I figured you guys wouldn't mind me letting it all out!
I went in for my follow up scan at EPU today. I'm still bleeding a little but found that is because there is still a tiny bit left. Apparently it'll come out eventually and I don't need to go back. Suppose this is good news but now it all seems so final. I got upset there because it just reminded me of the previous two times I had been there only to be told bad news.
I'm now wondering whether I will ever have a child. I don't think I could bear it if I didn't.
I'm not getting any younger (nearly 33) and I am in a bit of a difficult situation to most in that I'm single. This pregnancy came as a bit of a shock and was not planned. Was still very much wanted though. It also made me realise how much I want a child.
I just can't stop crying now about the two I have lost and the thought it may never happen to me. I fully intend to do it the proper way next time and actually meet a man that I want to share this experience with. It isn't that easy though and I'm not the type to settle for anyone.
Sorry this post is so long, I'm just really feeling sorry for myself.
I'm struggling today. I'm finding now, 2 weeks on from my miscarriage that it's getting a bit more difficult. I am finding that my friends are just not asking me about it now. As if ot didn't happen. So, I figured you guys wouldn't mind me letting it all out!
I went in for my follow up scan at EPU today. I'm still bleeding a little but found that is because there is still a tiny bit left. Apparently it'll come out eventually and I don't need to go back. Suppose this is good news but now it all seems so final. I got upset there because it just reminded me of the previous two times I had been there only to be told bad news.
I'm now wondering whether I will ever have a child. I don't think I could bear it if I didn't.
I'm not getting any younger (nearly 33) and I am in a bit of a difficult situation to most in that I'm single. This pregnancy came as a bit of a shock and was not planned. Was still very much wanted though. It also made me realise how much I want a child.
I just can't stop crying now about the two I have lost and the thought it may never happen to me. I fully intend to do it the proper way next time and actually meet a man that I want to share this experience with. It isn't that easy though and I'm not the type to settle for anyone.
Sorry this post is so long, I'm just really feeling sorry for myself.