I've come back home for a couple of days before I go back to my Mums, it's been a nightmare all of us trying to sleep in different beds & the dogs going mad & Jamie wasn't settling so decided to come home for a bit. My brother, Sil and Aunties are staying with her but still feel guilty i've left, I feel guilty about everything at the mo.!!
Dads funeral is next Friday, not looking forward to that. I've just to go bloody shopping too to, i've nothing to wear to a funeral & the last thing I wanna do is shop!! Infact I don't really want to to anything but am trying to keep myself busy to take my mind of it all but all I can picture is him lying in the hospital bed after he had died, then I cry which gives me a headache then I stop & the cycle starts again
Thank you everyone for your kind words & support, it means alot to me. (Thanks Tracey for passing on my message ) I told my Mum about it & it bought a tear to her eye.
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