meah :(

[Rowesb]

well, brief update,
saw community MW today, no sweep, think she was quite impressed with how low baby is and listened to me whinge a little more (seriously I have turned into such a whinging winnie),
I think I do feel a little more reassured as was beginning to feel rather twitched...
to cut a long story short I got my histology back from the MC on Friday afternoon (10 months later ), it seems that my body wasn't quite as useless as I thought and I had MC before I got to hospital, which has renewed my faith in my body doing the right thing this time. Unfortunately, it has made me think that the D&C was not really then fully justified and I should have been given further options and choices... making me feel more paranoid that this could happen again this time...
... I can see me freaking and refusing to leave the house at the minute...

I really need to be able to trust my carers, and I do not know how I overcome my twitchiness at the minute... I know that whether at home or in hospital I will have strangers looking after me, even if I go into labout mon-fri 9-5 and my hospital MW is about, the length of time and how involved she can get depends on the demands of clinic...

I am not sure that this is in the right place, but guess I just needed to get it out...

(I have just had 3 BH's in the last 40 minutes )

 

[isobel84]

i feel abit stupid cuz i didnt understand really but its prob just me not being english..

Yeay for low baby and BH tho!!

 

[Rosie's Mummy]

I hope to catch up on whats been going on, it sounds as if you are very close to having this baby - you will be amazing when the time comes xx

 

[Rowesb]

Isobel: not too worry chick, I don't think I really understand me at the minute either!! I think I was hoping that I might a bit more by writing it down...

RM: good to see u lurking and thank you for your confidence

Have just had a bath and have had 10 BH in the last 2 hours, nothing like last week though so probably something and nothing.... I don't think it warrents another labour watch!! x

 

[Mamafy]

Just keep a good time check on them hun, hopefully not long now

 

[JJ Mum]

Try to go with it, hun, I see where you coming from about before, but the medical team do have to make a desiscion based on what they see at the time. Have faith in the system, it's tried and tested , apart from the odd gliche, it runs ok, you will be fine and make sure you relax and enjoy you last week or days, as a free lady! before you turn into a Mummy , we will all be routing for you, and lookign out for news X