I joined a text message service talking to people via text
James was one of them after a few days this progressed to talking on the phone he seemed like a sweet guy.
so we continued to chat for a few more weeks
then we started emailing each other he sent me his photo and i thought he looked quite tasty.
After a few more weeks of emailing and chatting
We decided we would like to meet so he travel up to Newcastle to spend a long weekend with me.
The first thing i thought when we meet was my god he is tall and wow his trainers are bright red
But im short so every one is taller then me
anyway
we went for a meal and got to know each other more i was warming to him by the moment
I decided to show him round my home so we went down the the coast near where i live it was a lovely sunny but not warm day.He gave me his coat to wear as we sat in the sand looking out to sea ( sweet
)
then we walked along the beach talking and laughing as we shared stories of growing up.
as we walked off the beach James asked me if he could hold my hand
my heart did a skip and i said yes we walked the rest of the way along the dunes holding hands.
I by this time thought he was gorgoues
i then decided to show him one of my fave places a lovely wooded area near by
when we got there he held my hand as we walked more talking and laughing he was really attentive and wanted to know all my little stories and he shared his. we reached the river side and sat down he sat behind me and drew me back in to him and folded his arms round my stomach
I could feel his breath of my neck it sent shivers of desire down me
i swear i though i was going to explode with what i was feeling for him.
I was saying inside my head turn me around and kiss me but he didnt
we then carried on walking as he chatted away i was overwhemed with the NEED to kiss him so i turned held his head in my hands and kissed him.
but theni llost my nerve stopped and continued waking holding hands
(i found out later he was despreate to kiss me more but because i had stopped he did not want to push it
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We got back to the car and we smailed at each other shyly then he gently drew me toward himand kissed me softly i melted into him and we kissed for ages I WAS IN SEVENTH HEVEN
We then went back to Newcastle to find his hotel i had a feeling id be staying the night.
then we went off the have another meal.
we held hand and played footsie all night we both knew with out saying we would be sleeping togehter that night.
AND IT WAS FANTASITC
We spent the next few days together and it was magiacal
after we left a resturant one night we where laughing at a funny joke he had just told me and i slipped up "I LOVE YO"U i said i tried to cover it up and he did not comment.
that night in bed he told me he loved me too
I have been hurt in the past loved but not loved back so i joked it of "yeah right your only saying that"
i turned towards him and felt tears fall on my shoulder i asked him what was wrong as i stroked his tears a way
he said "you dont belive me when i tell you i love you and that hurts because it's true"
My heart was pounding like a sledge hammer i really wanted to belive him but i was so scared of being hurt agian
When it was time for him to go home i felt like my heart was breaking i reall thought id never see him agian
but he said that he loved me and this was not just a fling he then rang up National Express and booked me a ticket to come down South to see him the following week.
I came down and we decided we wanted t be together permently so i stareted looking for jobs down South
I was offered a interview i went back home for a week and came back down for the interviewand got the job.
So i went home packed said goobye to eveyone and moved down here
And 4 years later we our still very much in Love and very happy and excitely waiting for our Son Collier to be born
Yes it was quick but i knew it was right yes i was scared stiff that i would go wrong but i loved him and i jumped in with both feet and it worked
James is loving thoughtfu,l caring, considerate, warm, sweet, sexy hunky man,
who loves me cares for me and shows me every day how much i mean to him
through holding my hand and kissing hugging me in public, stroking my hair when we our watching telly
And Knowing me and my little ways like none else dose AND LOVING ME WITH MY FAULTS NOT IN SPITE of them
I LOVE YOU JAMES