hey girls, thank you so much for getting me through my 'wobble' today.
got home and OH ran me a bath and is now cooking me something wonderful smelling and I feel back in the real world, refocussed on what's important and oh so very happy. I have an amazing man, this may take a while, but he makes me feel fantastic.
now I'm teary writing that. Damn you hormones!
If she comes and I'm out then I'm out - and we'll try again next month and as many months as it takes. But in the mean time it's me and him in our castle, making each other giggle.
But on the other hand, she's not here yet. I expected her wed-fri this week so I'm over half way through!