well my DP has been in hospital since the early hours of friday morning with an infection in his hand (from a cut) but he has been away since the early hours of Tuesday morning on a footy trip (he is a massive England fan) so he hasnt been here for 6 days (apart from about half an hour to bring his suitcase back) and i am missing him like mad, i cant take Glenn with me to the hospital as its not suitable really, i dont want him to catch anything so that means i can only go up for a couple of hours a day cos my mum comes and sits with him while i go but i get worried after about an hour and half, he is a really good baby and i am getting sleep at night but i feel so lonely, its not the work load of a new baby, i can handle that its just having him there with me and being together, he is upset too as Glenn is only 10 days old and he has only been with him for 5 of them, i am taking pics of him with my phone but its not the same is it, i feel i just wanted to let it out as i feel i cant talk to anyone really and i need to put a brave face on things for the other kids, thanks for reading this.x