Having a really bad time. Yesterday I went back to my consultant so she could discuss the results of both HSG and Ultrasound and where to go from there. Apparently they could not find any reason as to why we are not getting pregnant and that they are referring us for ivf. I feel so heartbroken right now as I feel like this is not the way things should be. Everyone around me, family and friends are popping out kids 1, 2, 3 even 4 and I'm sat here unable to even have one naturally. Does this mean we are going to only ever have one child? if ivf even works for us? This probably sounds really selfish and greedy but I'm not sure I want to do this just for one child. I've always wanted a larger family and 3 children would have been my dream but it feels like it's all shattered right before me. Then to top off my day yesterday I also found out I have cin3 and will need treatment for that. No idea on the details yet or how bad things are as the news was broke to me by the consultant when she was looking at my details on her computer. So now just waiting for a letter to come in the post. People keep telling me things will get better and I should look on the bright side and I can't. I keep trying and honestly every time I do I just get more bad news. I'm meant to be getting married Feb 2017 and people keep talking to me about that and I can't even get excited for that right now. I'm sure most people would put TTC on hold before their wedding but I don't even feel like we can. It's been over 3 years already and I have to walk down the aisle 9months preg then so be it. Sorry for the rant and lengthy post. I just feel so broken. Each day I am taking: Sevenseas Trying for Baby Vitamin C Vitamin D and Zinc (was suggested I take this after finding out I have HPV) My cycles are pretty regular (usually 27-28 days) and I OPK from cycle day 8/9 and do catch ovulation. We DTD at least every other day and every day around ovulation. If around ovulation I'll put my legs in the air for at least 20mins lol. Any more ideas on what we could do? I feel like I'm stressing out about TTC more than ever now, which isn't going to be helping ahh!