x-kirsty-x
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Im at absolute rock bottom, I cant believe my life has come to this. I've got no job and I just dunno what Im going to do. To top it all off Daniel isnt supporting me, he's just having a go at me saying Im good at spending money but no good at paying the bills!
He earns alot more than me so yes he does pay most of them, and when I had my job I helped out whenever I could, but it was still difficult as I pull out £312 for Josh to go to nursery every month. To make up for it Im usually the one who cooks and cleans and stuff, I know it doesnt make me a saint but i do my bit and try and help.
Anyway, I left my job cos of a bloke who wouldnt leave me alone and whenever we argued I got sick of daniel saying i was probably leading this bloke on, etc.
Since i quit work last week daniel just hasnt had time for me and hes been really quiet, we still talk but i get the feeling theres something wrong and im right, we just spoke on the phone and he argued with me saying im a waste of space and im no use because i never help with the bills.
he didnt bring any of this up before, thats his way of doing things, waiting for a little tiff to occur then thats when he brings up whatevers on his mind. Today we're just gonna argue, I know we are.
I cant do this anymore, Im sick of being no good to anyone. Ive got nothing left and things arent about to change anytime soon. I just want to close my eyes and never wake up to be honest.
Sorry for boring you with all this, if you've read it all thank you. i thought getting it out might make me feel better but it hasnt!
He earns alot more than me so yes he does pay most of them, and when I had my job I helped out whenever I could, but it was still difficult as I pull out £312 for Josh to go to nursery every month. To make up for it Im usually the one who cooks and cleans and stuff, I know it doesnt make me a saint but i do my bit and try and help.
Anyway, I left my job cos of a bloke who wouldnt leave me alone and whenever we argued I got sick of daniel saying i was probably leading this bloke on, etc.
Since i quit work last week daniel just hasnt had time for me and hes been really quiet, we still talk but i get the feeling theres something wrong and im right, we just spoke on the phone and he argued with me saying im a waste of space and im no use because i never help with the bills.
he didnt bring any of this up before, thats his way of doing things, waiting for a little tiff to occur then thats when he brings up whatevers on his mind. Today we're just gonna argue, I know we are.
I cant do this anymore, Im sick of being no good to anyone. Ive got nothing left and things arent about to change anytime soon. I just want to close my eyes and never wake up to be honest.
Sorry for boring you with all this, if you've read it all thank you. i thought getting it out might make me feel better but it hasnt!