Lozzaste
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Tomorrow is the second due date. May 24th. I know it's highly probable I would have had the baby not on that date and as much as I tried for it not to be, it was always significant.
I lost the last one at eleven weeks or so (same as the first). It seems a long time ago but at the same time it feels like it was only yesterday. I had really hoped I would be pregnant by now but sadly I am not
Perhaps in a way, when tomorrow passes I can move out of the shadow of the losses, and move on. Poignantly, I signed up to be a fundraiser today for the saying goodbye organisation. The funds go towards counselling and also - treatment of people who lose babies. I've felt strongly about that for a while so today I spoke to the founder and I have joined. I listed my joining date as 24th, even though that's tomorrow. I was shocked by how sad I felt today, lots of tears. I do realise there was nothing I cold do or have done and that the 24th wouldn't have been any due date, because the baby and babies were destined never to make it.
Anyway, as the title says, I hope this is the last time I have to view an estimated delivery date with sadness, hopefully only joy from now. Time to move on, never forget but move on.
Sorry for the moan xxx
I lost the last one at eleven weeks or so (same as the first). It seems a long time ago but at the same time it feels like it was only yesterday. I had really hoped I would be pregnant by now but sadly I am not
Perhaps in a way, when tomorrow passes I can move out of the shadow of the losses, and move on. Poignantly, I signed up to be a fundraiser today for the saying goodbye organisation. The funds go towards counselling and also - treatment of people who lose babies. I've felt strongly about that for a while so today I spoke to the founder and I have joined. I listed my joining date as 24th, even though that's tomorrow. I was shocked by how sad I felt today, lots of tears. I do realise there was nothing I cold do or have done and that the 24th wouldn't have been any due date, because the baby and babies were destined never to make it.
Anyway, as the title says, I hope this is the last time I have to view an estimated delivery date with sadness, hopefully only joy from now. Time to move on, never forget but move on.
Sorry for the moan xxx
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