hate everyone!!!!!
they all do my head in. this afternoon i said im going up stairs to sleep please dont shout my for at least 2 hours and well u try to keep the noise down everyone said ok just goto sleep.
then half an hour later my step sis is shouting my name all over the house and when my mum said that i was asleep she said well the phones 4 her my mum then took the call and sis still shouted my and when i did come down she said its ok now ur mum took the call then when i said y didnt u just tell them i was asleep she said no one told her and started given my a load. I FEEL LIKE KILLIN HER!!!!!!!!!!!
i than came on the pc to do some work and OH comes up and has music blasting after me tellin him i had a headake!!!
my brother eats all my mostermunch (what im craving) i wouldnt of minded but he never even asked and he nows thats all im eatin at the mo.
my dad then promised to get me an advent thing as this is the last xmas b4 baby and he still hasnt got me one!!! i no im to old for them but im not mad bout that im mad that hes broke his promise!!!!! and then he asked everyone did they wont to go out (to do a stock run) but i never got asked is like now im preg my feelings dont matter.
my anti then gave me baby things for MY xmas gift so i gave them back and said i didnt need them as i already had them she then called me a selfish bitch!!!!!!!
all i wont to do is cry i feel so depressed ive tried to go to sleep cuz i thought that was wot it was but i cant i dont no what to do with my slef all i seem to b doin id moaning and i hate it
i read on a difrent site bout depression durring pregnacey and i think i may have it but i dont wont to tell anyone cuz no one sceems intreasted in me at all. like the other day i was very wet down below and thought my waters had broken and all OH said was ok and caried on watchin the tv.
sorry for going on but i feel a bit better now all thats of my chest
they all do my head in. this afternoon i said im going up stairs to sleep please dont shout my for at least 2 hours and well u try to keep the noise down everyone said ok just goto sleep.
then half an hour later my step sis is shouting my name all over the house and when my mum said that i was asleep she said well the phones 4 her my mum then took the call and sis still shouted my and when i did come down she said its ok now ur mum took the call then when i said y didnt u just tell them i was asleep she said no one told her and started given my a load. I FEEL LIKE KILLIN HER!!!!!!!!!!!
i than came on the pc to do some work and OH comes up and has music blasting after me tellin him i had a headake!!!
my brother eats all my mostermunch (what im craving) i wouldnt of minded but he never even asked and he nows thats all im eatin at the mo.
my dad then promised to get me an advent thing as this is the last xmas b4 baby and he still hasnt got me one!!! i no im to old for them but im not mad bout that im mad that hes broke his promise!!!!! and then he asked everyone did they wont to go out (to do a stock run) but i never got asked is like now im preg my feelings dont matter.
my anti then gave me baby things for MY xmas gift so i gave them back and said i didnt need them as i already had them she then called me a selfish bitch!!!!!!!
all i wont to do is cry i feel so depressed ive tried to go to sleep cuz i thought that was wot it was but i cant i dont no what to do with my slef all i seem to b doin id moaning and i hate it
i read on a difrent site bout depression durring pregnacey and i think i may have it but i dont wont to tell anyone cuz no one sceems intreasted in me at all. like the other day i was very wet down below and thought my waters had broken and all OH said was ok and caried on watchin the tv.
sorry for going on but i feel a bit better now all thats of my chest
