i feel such a pr**t

[Tara & Liam]

My step dad died in July 2002 of lung cancer after 2 years of being diagnosed. I worked in a conveyancing solicitors at that time and i worked my a**e off doing all the running to make sure that his house and things were all dealt with before he died . (not asking for praise this is just to let you know how much i loved him, whilst i was pregnant with Joshua).


I work at the moment in a hospital, haematology department, and i had to go to the ward to find a doctor, now i am tied to the cancer ward, and as i was looking for a doctor i looked into a room and there was a gentleman there, obviously very very sick, and he reminded me so much of my step dad that i burst into tears. i feel so stupid now, and i am welling up now.

sorry just wanted to get it off my chest, hoped typing it would make me feel better, it hasnt.

 

[lozzi]

awww sweetie,

 

[Vicki83]

Aww hun, there's no reason at all to feel stupid, obviously it would bring back memories, your only human after all xxx

 

[Melanie]

 

[Sarah&Braydon]

awww hun dont feel stupid like u sed u loved ur step dad very much so of course ur still gonna get upset no one can blame u for thta

 

[Hypnorm]

Don't feel stupid - you can't help how you feel, obviously feeling have been stirred.

 

[Rosieroo]

Davina You aren't being stupid, although the pain of a loss weakens it never truly goes away. Whenever I see a man with my dads profile it reminds me of him so sharply.

Have a good cry and let it all out

 

[monaloco]

oh hun don't feel stupid - i mean i cry everytime i remember my grandad who died a year ago, it hurts i know - and this is how i express my hurting and i don't think it's stupid!