Thanks Miss, I have just been looking at the natal hypnotherapy CDs, think I'll give them a go, some of the testimonies kind of made sense if you know what I mean. I am only 15 weeks but I am already getting wound up and worried about having to have a consultant lead birth, ending up on the drip and having an assisted delivery yet again. I end up feeling a failure. Just want to shut myself in a box, but my kids keep me focussed. Thanks again. x