Hospital

[hayley25]

Hello,

We are now being referred to the hospital as after 15 months no joy and because of my history. I really hope that the app comes soon (the dr said it would take 2 months!) as I need some answers...my OH has a low sperm count and is getting tested again tomorrow, i am also having a 21 day blood test this month so that when we see the consultant we can get going straight away with more tests etc.

Sometimes, i am really desperate to get pregnant and it is all I think about...but then sometimes i think i am mad-how can i be thinking about bringing a kid into this world when im not in stable work (i am looking like mad now) and my OH isnt in work. There are other things that worry me also but money and being stable are the main things. I guess there is never a right time and if I hadnt been told by Drs that i may not be able to get pregnant when im 30, i guess that is why i am trying now and my desire for a family is greater than that of a career but you need to have a job to have money to take care of your family. I know, i am rambling but my OH doesnt get the reality of it all-he is happy as long as he has enough money in his pocket to play golf and buy fags...i need more and it sometimes worries me that he doesnt...

I think i am just a worrier and need to chillax a bit more as things always sort themself out...i hope.

Sorry for the rant...just needed to get it off my chest!

x

 

[lrb]

Im not in a job either, there really is just nothing out there atm but my OH works and earns enough to look after us both! are u two living togther?
Your right there is never a right time and if your sure that its what i want then go for it!
Good luck!! xx

 

[LouiseB]

At least having tests is something. Hopefully you'll get some answers and then you can start making changes.

You might want to get your OH to give up those nasty fags though haha

I don't know why you aren't working but once you get a job, that might impact your outlook on life. Forget money. Just having a reason to get out of the house and adult conversation might make you feel a lot more laid back about ttc which can't hurt.

When i'm at home all day i obsess about ttc and i feel pretty crappy by the end of the day, but today i have been run off my feet and didn't think about babies once and i feel great

 

[lrb]

okay what i wrote earlier is errelivant i now have a job.. but louise is right its all i think about! i need to get out of the house, and i dnt strt work till sep, so im gonna have to get out and about or ill go crazy thinking about it all the time! x

 

[hayley25]

I do work but i am a term time nanny so not working in the summer holidays which i guess drives me a little mad!!! am looking for a new job which is why im stuck on the computer all day!!
I guess what happens will happen so i should stop stressing...and yes my OH is definitely going to have to give up the fags, but he wont listen to me so have to wait for the consultant to tell him!!
xx