Sorry for the long post in advance, just need to get it all out of my system and so many unknows!
So a little background. I have endo which has obviousely already got me worried on thinking I might not ever get pregnant so it was a masive happy moment to find out I was expecting after only 6 months trying! With me and DH both really wanting kids and us being so happy to find out well, we got very excited and all. Then yesterday I had a mc... I kind of felt it coming, a few days before I had cramps and pain and a little bit of spotting. So, finally called the doctors on wednesday, who planned me in for an early scan on monday (fastest they could do it). Then yesterday it happened.
I got the feeling a few days before, so started to realise it might not be the one and whilst I shared all my conserns with DH, he obviousely can't feel what I feel, so it was even harder on him. Still have to go for a scan on monday and kind of not lookin forward to it as I have no idea what to expect. If it is only a scan, they probably can not tell me much and then have to wait ages to talk to a doctor about the results, so kind of hope for a bit more support there.
Like, can my endo have anything to so with the mc? How soon can we start ttc again? And maybe most of all just to make sure everything is still where it is supposed to be so we can work towards another little one. And how much longer do these horid cramps keep going on for? (really if it was not for the fact I am going to hospital on monday already I would have admitted myself by now)...
It actually makes me more sad thinking about the fact that we haev to try again. I d onot find TTC exciting at all. In fact, though I keep an idea on dates and how often we do it, with us both working stressful full time jobs and long shifts it just happens to often that we just do not feel like it and no wonder this one got conceived during holiday. As much as we want a baby I do not want to add another job on top of the things we already have to do. We got this far by just doing what we wanted, but if any ladies have a very spot on way to make ttc really easy and fun, who knows... I know it is a short time compared to a lot, but I kinda do not want to wait another 6 months before the next one!
So a little background. I have endo which has obviousely already got me worried on thinking I might not ever get pregnant so it was a masive happy moment to find out I was expecting after only 6 months trying! With me and DH both really wanting kids and us being so happy to find out well, we got very excited and all. Then yesterday I had a mc... I kind of felt it coming, a few days before I had cramps and pain and a little bit of spotting. So, finally called the doctors on wednesday, who planned me in for an early scan on monday (fastest they could do it). Then yesterday it happened.
I got the feeling a few days before, so started to realise it might not be the one and whilst I shared all my conserns with DH, he obviousely can't feel what I feel, so it was even harder on him. Still have to go for a scan on monday and kind of not lookin forward to it as I have no idea what to expect. If it is only a scan, they probably can not tell me much and then have to wait ages to talk to a doctor about the results, so kind of hope for a bit more support there.
Like, can my endo have anything to so with the mc? How soon can we start ttc again? And maybe most of all just to make sure everything is still where it is supposed to be so we can work towards another little one. And how much longer do these horid cramps keep going on for? (really if it was not for the fact I am going to hospital on monday already I would have admitted myself by now)...
It actually makes me more sad thinking about the fact that we haev to try again. I d onot find TTC exciting at all. In fact, though I keep an idea on dates and how often we do it, with us both working stressful full time jobs and long shifts it just happens to often that we just do not feel like it and no wonder this one got conceived during holiday. As much as we want a baby I do not want to add another job on top of the things we already have to do. We got this far by just doing what we wanted, but if any ladies have a very spot on way to make ttc really easy and fun, who knows... I know it is a short time compared to a lot, but I kinda do not want to wait another 6 months before the next one!