Having a wobble

[tweetyfoo]

For no particular reason today I want to give up

I know I've been down this road before, but you lot cheered me on and it really helped (sorry if you are all bored of me now)

Its all got a bit much today, I literally couldn't be arsed going to express! So I didn't. Aaron had gone down for a nap, and I wanted to go for a sleep too, but I needed to express. So I had a sulk and got into bed for all of 2 mins, then got up to express anyway

I always wanted to get to 6 months, so I think its cos I have no goal now?

I have nothing against formula but I don't want to give it to him - mostly cos I don't want to spend the money (which is probably a stupid reason)

 

[Karate Kid]

Big hug my lovely.

I have wobbles all the time, especially when C is being a monkey on the boob, flailing around, shouting and exposing me. He is so easily distracted but I refuse to hide away and feed him in a darkened room!!

You have done so well, and I am sure you have heard this over and over again. But it's true.

It's your decision, and we will all back you whatever you choose xx

 

[tweetyfoo]

Righteo

So I had a chat with hubby this evening. My problem is that expressing really does take up a lot of my time. And I'm trying to keep on top of the house, make dinners, do therapy with Aaron all in between all the appointments that Aaron has. Its like climbing a flipping mountain everyday.

So I mentioned to him that I was thinking about stopping - and he said he would help more.

Soooo .. we will see how long that lasts, and I'll carry on for now.

 

[sallybee]

Aw hun. I had a week like this a couple of weeks ago where I just couldn't be arsed at all! I miss lie ins, I miss being able to go out for a full day without worrying or lugging my pump and tons of empty bottles with a cool bag and ice packs and all sorts! So I totally understand where you're coming from. The problem for me is expressing has become like an addiction (what a saddo I am) and as much as I hate it sometimes I couldn't imagine giving up!

Sorry, went on a bit of a rant there :/ hope your OH helps a bit more for you, just do whatever makes you happy xx

 

[tweetyfoo]

It is like an addiction!

I should have cut down by now probably but haven't .... Maybe I should start by doing that

I get some sort of weird satisfaction about producing lots and lots of milk



Please excuse any typos from my fat fingers!
Tapatalk madness!

 

[sallybee]

It is like an addiction!

I should have cut down by now probably but haven't .... Maybe I should start by doing that

I get some sort of weird satisfaction about producing lots and lots of milk

Please excuse any typos from my fat fingers!
Tapatalk madness!

Could have written that myself lol! It's really satisfying lol... I need a hobby! Xx

 

[Karate Kid]

I felt like that when I was exclusively expressing xx