miss_soldier
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I'm a bit concerned incase folk think I'm heartless but I believe this was the best decision for me at the time! When I have birth back in may I decided not to see baby as I was scared of what I would see at only 20 weeks. I was very emotional and scared that if I did see baby and spend time I wouldn't have been able to cope. However midwife took foot and hand prints which I treasure, it is on a card with date and time of birth. It sits on my bedside table along side my 12 week scan which was a happy healthy scan. Also midwife said she had took pictures for me but she did say I made right decision not to see baby as was in that middle stage of not quite a fetus anymore but not quite a newborn baby. Anyway I planned to ask for my pictures when I got post mortum results but completely forgot to ask as I was asking to many questions about the report!
Anyway, have phoned RAH to ask if I can collect pictures now. Waiting on secretary phoning me back as she said she had to look out my file.
I hope you don't think I'm heartless because of my choice at the time. I do wish now I got a hug but I don't think I would genuinely been able to cope the last couple of months if I had.
I can't wait to get my pictures and see my boy xx
Anyway, have phoned RAH to ask if I can collect pictures now. Waiting on secretary phoning me back as she said she had to look out my file.
I hope you don't think I'm heartless because of my choice at the time. I do wish now I got a hug but I don't think I would genuinely been able to cope the last couple of months if I had.
I can't wait to get my pictures and see my boy xx