i'm not sure what to do, ppl on here who know what i went through last yr know that Haydens dad put me through a lot.
the thing that hurt most was how out of character it was, i mean i'd known him years and been living together & engaged for 2 yrs..
and he wasnt acting like himself at all.
anyway ever since march this yr he broke up with the girl he basically left me for and told me it was the worst mistake he ever made, he has been round mine nearly everyday to be with Hayden, we've been getting on really well and for the last few months hes been trying to get back together with me, i've been quite secretive about this to my family but its causing me so much stress now living my life like this (2 seperate lives)
i do love him and can see everyone makes mistakes etc my problem is my dad hates him and esp my sister, my mum would be ok with it if she thinks i'm happy..but i dont know if i can deal with the stress my sister and dad would give me if i did get back with him properly. ( i cant say his name without my dad wincing)
also could i trust him again? i'm unsure but would like to give it a go.
shall i just grow some balls and tell my family i'm 24 and have to live my own life? i love my family and they only care that i wont get hurt again but i'm so torn..its making me ill!
the thing that hurt most was how out of character it was, i mean i'd known him years and been living together & engaged for 2 yrs..
and he wasnt acting like himself at all.
anyway ever since march this yr he broke up with the girl he basically left me for and told me it was the worst mistake he ever made, he has been round mine nearly everyday to be with Hayden, we've been getting on really well and for the last few months hes been trying to get back together with me, i've been quite secretive about this to my family but its causing me so much stress now living my life like this (2 seperate lives)
i do love him and can see everyone makes mistakes etc my problem is my dad hates him and esp my sister, my mum would be ok with it if she thinks i'm happy..but i dont know if i can deal with the stress my sister and dad would give me if i did get back with him properly. ( i cant say his name without my dad wincing)
also could i trust him again? i'm unsure but would like to give it a go.
shall i just grow some balls and tell my family i'm 24 and have to live my own life? i love my family and they only care that i wont get hurt again but i'm so torn..its making me ill!