Just thought I would mention how my pregnancy hormones have affected his passing. Yesterday I was very unsympathetic and said he had no-one to blame but himself etc, he has had enough chances to sort himself out and failed every time. Today, I cried my eyes out listening to the family on the TV at lunchtime and thought how sad it was for them, they must feel so helpless. 59 is no age to die. So, how do you feel? Am I the only one with roller coaster emotions at the moment!!!