Feeling so down in the dumps today :(

[Mummy2Adam]

Ive been so strong over the past few months and I really suprised myself.
I thought doing this half marathon in memory of my little angel would be a positive thing but instead its brought it all back and everytime I think about it makes me think of things that i really dont want to be reminded of, i
just feel like i want to cry.
I need to think of the positives like im raising money to help and support other people and raise awareness but its just so hard.
Sorry for the rant but i know you ladies will understand x x

 

[Nurse 26]

aww sorry your having a down day M2A! i think what your doing with the marathon is a great idea and you are being very strong.

Hope you feel better soon hunny!

xxxx

 

[Kezzamunster]

Oh hun so so sorry your feeling down today

You are an amazing person & your PMA is incredibly inspirational, you are always so upbeat & happy

All I know is that you lil angel will be smiling down at you & be so proud of his mummy for coming this far & doing a truly wonderful thing by running your half marathon

We are all here for you hun

xxxxxxxx

 

[Mummy2Adam]

Thanks Nurse, i think i am just having one of those days and the only thing i want to do is curl up in a ball and cry x x

 

[Nurse 26]

aww hun! believe me even the strongest and most positive people have days like these!

Hope its over soon,xxx

 

[Mummy2Adam]

Thanks Kezza, PMT isnt helping either

I love all you ladies on here, your all the best x x

 

[Kezzamunster]

aww hun! believe me even the strongest and most positive people have days like these!

Hope its over soon,xxx

I second this xxxxx

 

[SunnyGirl]

Aw honey I'm sorry you're feeling so low big
It's probably opening things up again and I know it doesn't feel like it but it's good that you deal with them rather than have it all sit inside you. In a few days once you've started to process, you'll feel positive again about the incredibly positive thing you're doing. I think it's a bit of grieving you didn't realise you had left. Hugs being sent to you xxxxxx

 

[dita_parlo]

Sorry you're feeling so low hun xxx what you're doing is amazing, you are such a positive person and I agree with Sunny. Grief can hit us at any time, and it's ok to feel down and low about it. Sending you massive hugs xxx

 

[Vickyxx]

Sorry your feeling down hun, you are doing an amazing thing running this marathon in memory of your little angel x x x

 

[Mummy2Adam]

Thanks ladies, im still feeling down but it lovely to have such lovely friends on here
OH wouldnt understand if i spoke to him, he would just say dont do it if it going to upset you.
I am so determined to make something positive out of something so horrible x x

 

[Young Mum 21 x]

i think what your doing is well and truly amazing.. your an inspiration!! i cant begin to think what youve gone through and wishing you all the luck in the world with your marathon and future pregnancy(s) x x x x

 

[Smurf7]

What an amazing and brave thing to do running your marathon - I really admire you. I think it's really normal to feel like you do. We miscarried last January and it took me quite a few months to feel like I'd dealt with it. I don't think you will ever forget, you'll just gradually find it easier. I have down days too but that's ok - have a good cry and get it out your system. Then I try to go for a walk on the beach or something to cheer up - whatever helps you. Plus it's great to chat to friends, family or all the lovely people on this forum to help you feel better. (I finally got around to joining this forum today and it's amazing!)
Big hugs and hope you feel happier soon xx

 

[Mummy2Adam]

Thanks Smurf7, so sorry to hear about your miscarriage and thank you for the advice. I seem to be feeling better today but my little man isnt very well, hes got a viral infection, so its keeping my mind off it x x

 

[Olive]

Sorry to hear you're feeling down M2A. Sending you massive hugs. You're an amazing lady.xxxx

 

[Bella2]

Oh sweetpea - sorry I have only just caught up with this - sorry to hear you have been feeling so down. I'm sure your little angel feels incredibly proud of his/her mummy - what you're doing is an amazing and positive thing. It's horrible to be going along nicely and then suddenly hit by grief again - but it's also a stepping stone in the healing process and better to be out then bottled up inside. Big hugs, I hope you are feeling a little better now x x x

 

[Bead]

I hope you're feeling a bit better today M2A. It's a great thing that you're doing.

Let yourself cry when you're feeling down. I think if you're being strong for your little man, maybe that can delay the grieving process a bit.
Sending you big hugs Xx

 

[k8_005]

hugs stil thinking of you xxxx

 

[JJ Mum]

What a Great idea to run the marathon to help others, I think this will really help you find some balance in what happened if you know what I mean. after my MMC at 11weeks last march,and after recieving some blood transfusions before my D&C, I really felt a burning need to put something back, so enquired about giving blood back to help others but you can't once youve had a transfusion. I'm still looking for that something helpful, so I think your doing just brilliantly hun, keep going , it does get easier with time, and don't try to prevent yourself thinking about it, I still get upset even now, crying helps you X