Feeling selfish bump pic

[lilcurly]

Hi ladies, so I'm 10+5 with twins and I am genuinely the happiest person I know right now. However, I have been feeling a bit selfish of late at the thought of gaining weight. I know it seems like a such a trivial vain problem but I've lost 4 stone in the last 2 years and It took a lot of strength and effort to do it. I was literally the person who went to almost every gym class and counted every calorie (including sauces D- it seems so silly when I write it down but I honestly am struggling with changing the thought process to a positive one. Has anyone else gone through a similar thing? I suppose it doesn't help that I am slightly body dismorphic (I still see myself as a Size 18 even though I'm a size 12 (starting to bust out of the 12's now). Anyway, I thought I'd upload my bump to make sure I'm not imaging how much bigger it is than I expected or to at least hear that it's not SO big lol!

 

[lilcurly]

P.s not sure why it's uploaded upside down :-/ xxx

 

[Cookie24]

Hey , I know what you are feeling, after I gave birth to my second baby I gained a few pounds and lost it all and I was happy with my figure now I'm pregnant again I'm noticing that I'm putting weight on my hips and thighs which I do not like, I'v got a bloated belly however I do like this as it looks more like a bump lol. all I would say is try to eat healthy throughout the pregnancy then you might shrink back down after baby is born X

 

[Jacko]

Beautiful bump! And twins that's amazing congrats!!!
I know exactly what u mean I lost 3st on slimming world then put 1.5 on eeeek! So re joined and next day found out I was pregnant now I am getting so obsessed with how big I will get ! Feeling selfish thinking like that especially as being pregnant is amazing and a honour really! But still stresses me out x

 

[YorksLass]

Gorgeous bump, very tidy - many congrats on twins!
Of course with a pair of em, your bump will be a little bigger, but keep eating balanced and healthy and keep nice and active. Sounds like you've done amazing to get to where you're at!

 

[lilcurly]

Thank you ladies, relieved to know it's not just me. The weird thing is, I can't wait to have a huge bump and be waddling everywhere but I still panic about the weight gain. Don't know whether I'm coming or going lol xxx