Hi ladies, so I'm 10+5 with twins and I am genuinely the happiest person I know right now. However, I have been feeling a bit selfish of late at the thought of gaining weight. I know it seems like a such a trivial vain problem but I've lost 4 stone in the last 2 years and It took a lot of strength and effort to do it. I was literally the person who went to almost every gym class and counted every calorie (including sauces D- it seems so silly when I write it down but I honestly am struggling with changing the thought process to a positive one. Has anyone else gone through a similar thing? I suppose it doesn't help that I am slightly body dismorphic (I still see myself as a Size 18 even though I'm a size 12 (starting to bust out of the 12's now). Anyway, I thought I'd upload my bump to make sure I'm not imaging how much bigger it is than I expected or to at least hear that it's not SO big lol!