Awww babe. I am sooo sorry you are feeling so sad. You have always been a massive support to me!
Recovery after a m/c is such a roller coaster. There are bad days and good day, bad weeks and good weeks. It sounds as though the last few weeks have been very hard for you
. You are not a failure!! You give so much to so many people on this forum, we all love you so much
I don't what I can say to make you realise how wonderful you are, but you are, trust me!
Things may be getting you down at the minute, my advice is to ride things out, talk to us, your OH, your good friend. We can't make things easier, but we can be a sympathetic ear and a reassurance that things will get better. Don't stress about anything at the moment, get through the next few days and weeks and then have a really really good time on your hols....a chance to escape from all the pressures.
I am going to email you now, but please please please know that you are wonderful and life will get better for you, I promise.
Sending so many hugs
Michelle
xxxxxxx