dont really know where to put this, its not really a relationship thing- but i'm feeling so crap today, i feel weepy and upset and i don't really know why, had a very petty argument with OH last night maybe thats part of it i'm not sure. but i can't stop crying and thinking about stuff from the last year and a half that upsets me..no one has to reply to this btw i just needed to get it out, and figure out whats getting me so down today.
i've got a trapped nerve in my back so lifting hayden is hard work and its not getting better..thats getting me down!
and i've got some tests coming up at the end of the month coz the doctor said i've got an irregular heartbeat thats no fun either.
a mixture of loads of stuff i guess..i wish i could perk up a bit poor hayden i feel like a bad mum coz i don't have the energy to play with him the way i usually do
i've got a trapped nerve in my back so lifting hayden is hard work and its not getting better..thats getting me down!
and i've got some tests coming up at the end of the month coz the doctor said i've got an irregular heartbeat thats no fun either.
a mixture of loads of stuff i guess..i wish i could perk up a bit poor hayden i feel like a bad mum coz i don't have the energy to play with him the way i usually do