x_PlaceboDanii
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Im pretty emotional so come in here to have a whine and a moan about my fiance.
So far this relationship has been a breeze, in fact i love him more than anything, id happily do anything for him. But the way he makes me feel at the moment, i just dont know. We've been together a year and 7 months and engaged for a year and a months.
I dont know what his problem is?..Why must he feel the need to look at porn?..Am i not good enough anymore?, i dont mind the whole looking at porn in moderation, he's a bloke. There'd be something wrong if i went on his laptop history and it'd be free of porn. (If only). Not only do i now have a problem with his porn loving, that i find pictures of lasses with their boobs hanging out in his downloads & my received files folder, and one of the lasses is on his facebook, its not major but you can see her underwear and her getting a tattoo in a rather private place.
Before i confronted him about it and he made up the excuse that it was an old picture and he hadn't deleted it yet. I went on a few months after that took place only to find it was still there, ended up deleting it myself. I feel like this whole relationship is based on nothing. The whole year and 7 months we've been together has probably meant nothing to him. Id hate to think that but thats just how it feels.
Im 9 weeks pregnant with his child. Am i really that unattractive now im starting to get fat?. I've tried so hard to just block it all out but now ive just had enough, i dont know where to turn. I dont want to finish on such stupid grounds, not especially now im carrying his baby. I love him but i just cant see through the mass amounts of porn!!
So far this relationship has been a breeze, in fact i love him more than anything, id happily do anything for him. But the way he makes me feel at the moment, i just dont know. We've been together a year and 7 months and engaged for a year and a months.
I dont know what his problem is?..Why must he feel the need to look at porn?..Am i not good enough anymore?, i dont mind the whole looking at porn in moderation, he's a bloke. There'd be something wrong if i went on his laptop history and it'd be free of porn. (If only). Not only do i now have a problem with his porn loving, that i find pictures of lasses with their boobs hanging out in his downloads & my received files folder, and one of the lasses is on his facebook, its not major but you can see her underwear and her getting a tattoo in a rather private place.
Before i confronted him about it and he made up the excuse that it was an old picture and he hadn't deleted it yet. I went on a few months after that took place only to find it was still there, ended up deleting it myself. I feel like this whole relationship is based on nothing. The whole year and 7 months we've been together has probably meant nothing to him. Id hate to think that but thats just how it feels.
Im 9 weeks pregnant with his child. Am i really that unattractive now im starting to get fat?. I've tried so hard to just block it all out but now ive just had enough, i dont know where to turn. I dont want to finish on such stupid grounds, not especially now im carrying his baby. I love him but i just cant see through the mass amounts of porn!!