Off out tonight for a bit of a leaving do with work as tomorrow is my last day before mat leave starts. Feels strange as I think I know on my heart that I'm unlikely to return back to the job that I do now cos it just won't work once pip is here. Spent 12 years working for same company so big changes ahead. Don't get me wrong having a baby is all I've ever wanted think it's just hitting home a bit. No more wage of my own (apart from SMP but that's a big drop for me) so will be first tine I've had to rely in hubby for things. Need to shake myself out of this feeling as need to be out in an hour. Least I know it won't be emotional once I'm out as I only work with blokes!!!!