Feel angry, upset an emotional

[welshkellyann]

My feelings are driving me mad !!!
Since about xmas my boobs have been very sore and even more now ..
been having cramps since just before xmas like if my AF was coming ..
im on CD 66 now .. took a preg test xmas day an was BFN grr
And Im snapping alot at my OH over the littlest things ..
anyone else been like this?​

 

[sunnyland27]

All the time ha. This month has been hell symptom spotting. Usually i take no notice of any of them but cant help it at the moment. Cramps are just like someone jabbing you constantly saying "theres a baby in here", then "you'll never have kids", on loop. My OH is very lucky he's been away this week. Think he dreads AF as much as me but probably just because he knows he has to deal with the backlash!

Please try to keep positive. Believe me I know sometimes it gets unbearable but it'll all be worth it eventually x

 

[snowbee]

Yep! Me too. Have had really sore breasts for a couple of weeks and have also been a bit snappy. AF finally turned up Boxing day, been waiting since July. Hopefully will give my body a kick and reset it a bit!

 

[welshkellyann]

aww thank you both .. nice to know sometimes im not going to this by myself .. I feel NOT normal as it is lol ... I just wish I was either preg or AF would show ...
Thank you so much both xxx

 

[Belfa]

I was like that, and very bloated, when I hadn't had AF. My cycles were around 58 days but when I did bleed it wasn't a true bleed so actually, I probably had one long 140 off day cycle! Provera really did the trick though so I would definitely push for it!

 

[Lucyboo]

I felt like that before I found out we had a problem, I was convinced I was pregnant but it was not to be, my cycles average on about 12 weeks, I'm really hoping the maca I have been taking will shorten things..

 

[LynneK]

I've been like that all day! Everything oh is doing is annoying me and tbh he's not done anything bad hahah. I'm just frustrated but trying to stay pos! X

 

[welshkellyann]

thank you belfa - I have appointment with fertility specialist now on 14th jan so I will be asking to go on provera - When I had the lap, dye an drill 13th nov my specialist was ment to start me on clomid but when I asked after I woke from surgery she said she would put it on hold as I should get BFP by 14th jan.. but nope grrr
If im having irregular AF's can I still do clomid?

Thank you lucyboo - Thats how I feel .. I keep thinking to myself this is a sign of my BFP but I know with my luck there isnt a chance and I need more help ...

Thank you lynne - omg very frustrating .. My poor OH today cried on the phone tonight saying my hormones are all over the place and he isnt doing anything right .. but its not him bless .. its me..

Thank you all for reading my thread
FX for all of our 2014 babies
xxx