Fed up........

[kirsty27]

Well after starting off May giving it a good go, not thinking about ttc just baby dancing anyway, had a good feeling, what i thought were slight symptoms and getting my hopes up yet again, the witch has arrived.

I'm sooo fed up. Just seems i've been at this game for so long now. If i didn't want it so bad i'd have given up. It just doesn't seem fair. I'm 28, i'm a healthy weight, in a happy marriage, i eat well, look after myself, financially stable now and sooo ready for a baby but alas not. Yet all around all I see is pregnant teenagers/ alkies/ junkies etc etc.

No point to this post really, just needed to vent. Sitting up alone whilst hubby is upstairs snoozing without a care, feeling kinda lonely

 

[newbee]

*BIG HUGS* Chin up hun, easier said than done i know xx

 

[kirsty27]

Thanks newbee, just feeling sorry for myself! Had a week full of people telling me 'aw,you'll understand when you're a mum' etc etc.

Feel kinda cheated. I was a mum, for 3 months of my pregnancy anyway but i'm not allowed to talk about it because it was a'big secret'. Feels daft now, wish i'd celebrated being pregnant from the start rather than doing what everyone told me to and 'wait until your 3 months'. Well i waited my 3 months and BAM it was taken away from me. That's what makes me feel so lonely, no one knows really

 

[newbee]

ohhh chick sorry to hear that! all my friends are pregnant at the moment its getting me pretty down to be honest and i feel like i should be happy for them but deep down im a little envious! i really hope you get you BFP soooooon! keep your chin up xxx