i have had an eventful morning!! as lots of you know, i fell out with my nan and my older sister back in nov/dec we havent spoken since. this mornign i get a phone call from them, they both said sorry and wanted to make up coz they have been upset that i havent spoken to them. i figure lifes to short so i agreed and made up. and now, im just speaking to my younger sister on msn and everyone (3 sisters, there kids, nan and dad) are going to see my mum! the story there is, mum dumped us when we was little, there is alot more to it but id be here all day telling you about it. she now has MS, shes had it for about 120 years and from what i hear she is very ill with it. i havent seen her for 18 years, but have now been asked if i want to go with them. im not sure what to do! i figure if my sisters can go then maybe i should, but then the stubbon part of me says, remember what she was like! she doesnt know about my kids so i guess it would be nice for her to see them, plus even tho i havetn seen her for so long, she has always sent birthday and xmas cards for me, she didnt forget one! what would you lot do, im so confused!