twinkletoes87
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I just don't know what to say to describe how I'm feeling.
As title says, I was diagnosed with a suspected ectopic pregnancy, which meant going for a laparoscopy, where they discovered the pregnancy in my left tube. My numbers were increasing too quickly for a viable pregnancy resulting in a healthy baby, so the decision was made. I had the laparoscopy done on the 7th Feb, spent the 8th sleeping and eventually came home yesterday evening. House was a tip, have spent today doing washing up, laundry, cleaned the bathroom, tidied the playroom. If I sat down I would break down in tears.
I feel like my body has failed and I know I shouldn't but why did my sprout not make it down my tube? Why did it attach there? Why is life so unfair? I know I should be grateful I have two wonderful children whom I do love so dearly, but I feel I've failed. I want this feeling to end xx
As title says, I was diagnosed with a suspected ectopic pregnancy, which meant going for a laparoscopy, where they discovered the pregnancy in my left tube. My numbers were increasing too quickly for a viable pregnancy resulting in a healthy baby, so the decision was made. I had the laparoscopy done on the 7th Feb, spent the 8th sleeping and eventually came home yesterday evening. House was a tip, have spent today doing washing up, laundry, cleaned the bathroom, tidied the playroom. If I sat down I would break down in tears.
I feel like my body has failed and I know I shouldn't but why did my sprout not make it down my tube? Why did it attach there? Why is life so unfair? I know I should be grateful I have two wonderful children whom I do love so dearly, but I feel I've failed. I want this feeling to end xx