susan_1981
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As some of you may know, I recently suffered a MMC at 12 weeks. Found out the baby died at 7 weeks 2 days. I'm convinced something wasn't right from the start as I never felt pregnant.
Anyway, I know people keep telling me not to blame myself but I actually would feel better if I had a reason, even if that means blaming myself.
When I was TTC, I was still drinking and smoking. I was drinking pretty much every day, not loads during the week but quite a bit during the weekends as I was always out and about. I smoked quite heavily as well. For this reason, I kept doing pregnancy tests to check if I was pregnant so that I could stop as soon as I found out. Well I found out I was pregnant this time at about 3.5 weeks and gave up pretty much straight away.
What I want to know is is it possible that this caused my miscarriage? I know they say that if you smoke and drink while TTC it can reduce the quality of your eggs. This time, I intend to stop drinking and smoking completely when TTC so I know that nothing I have done could affect my pregnancy.
I don't think I have any medical problems as, when I was 17 (please don't judge me), I had a termination of my own choice. I had got pregnant with the boyfriend I was with at the time. I didn't want him in my life forever and nor did I feel ready for a child. I didn't realise I was pregnant until about 10/11 weeks as I was in complete denial about the whole thing. I knew I had missed a few periods but put this down to the stress of my exams that I was taking at the time. Anyway, I had a scan at about 12/13 weeks and the baby was completely healthy. I have to say that I don't regret having this termination, I just regret getting pregnant in the first place. But the termination was the right thing for me to do.
I feel terrible that I aborted a perfectly healthy baby and this time, I couldn't have wanted my baby any more than I did but it died. I just want to know if you think drinking and smoking while TTC could have had an effect?
Anyway, I know people keep telling me not to blame myself but I actually would feel better if I had a reason, even if that means blaming myself.
When I was TTC, I was still drinking and smoking. I was drinking pretty much every day, not loads during the week but quite a bit during the weekends as I was always out and about. I smoked quite heavily as well. For this reason, I kept doing pregnancy tests to check if I was pregnant so that I could stop as soon as I found out. Well I found out I was pregnant this time at about 3.5 weeks and gave up pretty much straight away.
What I want to know is is it possible that this caused my miscarriage? I know they say that if you smoke and drink while TTC it can reduce the quality of your eggs. This time, I intend to stop drinking and smoking completely when TTC so I know that nothing I have done could affect my pregnancy.
I don't think I have any medical problems as, when I was 17 (please don't judge me), I had a termination of my own choice. I had got pregnant with the boyfriend I was with at the time. I didn't want him in my life forever and nor did I feel ready for a child. I didn't realise I was pregnant until about 10/11 weeks as I was in complete denial about the whole thing. I knew I had missed a few periods but put this down to the stress of my exams that I was taking at the time. Anyway, I had a scan at about 12/13 weeks and the baby was completely healthy. I have to say that I don't regret having this termination, I just regret getting pregnant in the first place. But the termination was the right thing for me to do.
I feel terrible that I aborted a perfectly healthy baby and this time, I couldn't have wanted my baby any more than I did but it died. I just want to know if you think drinking and smoking while TTC could have had an effect?