for u tomorrow Hun, on this hard day for u tomorrow.
I found that I was a lot worse in the week leading up to my angel's due date back in January, and on the day it felt like a weight had been lifted as such. I felt as though I had released some of the grieve I was holding on too for my bean. Even though I was 15 weeks pregnant at the time, it was still hard to know I could've had my baby.
I still get it now, thinking I should have a 4month old, not have 2 months left of my pregnancy. It was this time last year that I got my first bfp too, so I have been thinking a lot about my first bean, but I'm not as upset about it as I was. I think we will always remember our angel's and they will always hold a place dear in our hearts.
It does get easier to cope with, although I will never ever forget.
xxx