Hi Everyone
I found out on Friday at my 12 Week scan that my baby didn't have a heart beat, it came as a complete shock to me and my husband.
We had been trying for 5 months and this was our first baby.
I started bleeding the next day and was admitted to hospital for which seemed like a life time. I was poked and prodded for three days and given medical management tablets to help me pass what was our baby.
I am now out of hospital but had to endure contractions and see what was our baby on my own, it happened at 5am and my husband wasn't there at the time. I have never felt so alone, I feel so emotional, I keep thinking it'll be ok. But i loved my baby I spoke to it every day it was part of me. How do you cope ? When will the pain go away?
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I found out on Friday at my 12 Week scan that my baby didn't have a heart beat, it came as a complete shock to me and my husband.
We had been trying for 5 months and this was our first baby.
I started bleeding the next day and was admitted to hospital for which seemed like a life time. I was poked and prodded for three days and given medical management tablets to help me pass what was our baby.
I am now out of hospital but had to endure contractions and see what was our baby on my own, it happened at 5am and my husband wasn't there at the time. I have never felt so alone, I feel so emotional, I keep thinking it'll be ok. But i loved my baby I spoke to it every day it was part of me. How do you cope ? When will the pain go away?
X