my dh is watching i jones
i cant stand it
ninjawomble
bet you cant wait to see oh
well i just got a call from my mil to tell us that my sil is pregnant
i dont want this to come out the wrong way, i am happy for her but she only did the test an hour ago and is telling everyone now
i just feel a bit upset as we have kept our pregnancy secret from everyone for a month now just incase something goes wrong and she bloody tells her news straight away
i felt like saying well you know what I AM PREGNANT but i know its better waiting until after the scan on tuesday, and now dh said maybe its better to wait longer until his sisters news has gone down
then at the back of my mind, and im trying t keep it at the back i am thinking what if its bad news for us at the scan on tuesday how am i going to feel then
i hate this its always the same bloody story with me its always im pregnant BUT!!! lets wait and see, this might seem petty or selfish but why cant i be like everyone else that gets pregnant getting excited and planning for the future, instead of me trying not to bond or think about the baby just incase.
sorry rant over
think i will go to bed hopefully will be in better mood tomorrow and stop feeling sorry for myself.