Hi Girls,
I dont know where to start, but basically as the title says, I cannot bear to leave my son with anyone and its got so bad I think my mums fell out with me
My best fried got married on saturday and babies weren't invited. It had been arranged right from when I was pregnant that he'd spend the day and evening at my mums. Who is like my best friend. Then as time got nearer I started thinking he'd just go there for the day and i'd not go to the reception part. Then I started to get more and more nervous about leaving him. My mum is a wonderful caring fantastic woman and she loves chester so so much. She is always buying him little gifts and she really does dote on him.
On friday night, the day before the wedding she called, I fet she was in a bit of a funny mood from her tone of voice, but I was getting so stressed about leaving him maybe it was just me. She said so whats the plan for tomorrow then blah blah, then she said if it was nice she would take him out in his pram, how much she was looking forward to having him etc. Then I started saying after his feed he likes to be held up cus he cries if he's left laying down and she said yeh I do know and I felt she wasnt listening to me so I said mum this is important *starts crying* then got all hysterical saying if your not gonna listen the he can go to chris' mums and then I hung up
Havent heard from her since and I dont blame her. In the end we took him to the wedding.
I just feel no-one knows him like I do and I know i'm such an idiot but I cant bear to leave him. How are you lot with leaving your babies with relatives?? I'm fine with his dad (only just tho) and if i'm round my mums and I need to get petrol or go shop then i'm fine leaving him for 10 mins but no more than that really.
And what do i do with regards to my mum, I love her and miss her so much but i've been such a b!tch to her. How can I not trust my own mum she loves him so much

I dont know where to start, but basically as the title says, I cannot bear to leave my son with anyone and its got so bad I think my mums fell out with me


My best fried got married on saturday and babies weren't invited. It had been arranged right from when I was pregnant that he'd spend the day and evening at my mums. Who is like my best friend. Then as time got nearer I started thinking he'd just go there for the day and i'd not go to the reception part. Then I started to get more and more nervous about leaving him. My mum is a wonderful caring fantastic woman and she loves chester so so much. She is always buying him little gifts and she really does dote on him.
On friday night, the day before the wedding she called, I fet she was in a bit of a funny mood from her tone of voice, but I was getting so stressed about leaving him maybe it was just me. She said so whats the plan for tomorrow then blah blah, then she said if it was nice she would take him out in his pram, how much she was looking forward to having him etc. Then I started saying after his feed he likes to be held up cus he cries if he's left laying down and she said yeh I do know and I felt she wasnt listening to me so I said mum this is important *starts crying* then got all hysterical saying if your not gonna listen the he can go to chris' mums and then I hung up



Havent heard from her since and I dont blame her. In the end we took him to the wedding.
I just feel no-one knows him like I do and I know i'm such an idiot but I cant bear to leave him. How are you lot with leaving your babies with relatives?? I'm fine with his dad (only just tho) and if i'm round my mums and I need to get petrol or go shop then i'm fine leaving him for 10 mins but no more than that really.
And what do i do with regards to my mum, I love her and miss her so much but i've been such a b!tch to her. How can I not trust my own mum she loves him so much

