Well firstly congratulations on the baby and well done on getting him on the boob after his NICU stay
Yes it definitely does get a lot easier, I found it really difficult at first too, I struggled with the cluster feeding, struggled getting her latched on, she actually wasn’t even interested in feeding for her first week of life as she was so sleepy so she wasn’t learning how to latch on, she would just fuss and fall back asleep or turn her head away, struggled with sore boobs from engorgement and just generally felt drained and unwell, I have a supportive family and partner but no one could actually help me out as the baby was permanent attached to my breast and I was too scared to give her expressed milk in a bottle in case she wouldn’t latch on afterwards (nipple/teat confusion) I really wanted to throw the towel in at one point BUT I agree with moomin I think there are several turning points where it starts to get a lot easier, the turning points for me where around 3/4 weeks old when she started latching on a lot quicker and easier every time so I wasn’t having that battle anymore, then again around 7 weeks old when the cluster feeding calmed down a lot and we learned how to feed lying down facing each other which meant I could lie down in bed and watch a bit of tele while she nodded off on the boob, and then at around 8 weeks when she started having longer overnight sleeps and going even longer between feeds, and now I can honestly say I am so so glad I persevered with it, I couldn’t imagine having to sterilise and prep bottles and everything especially in the middle of the night, it is so much easier to be able to whip a boob out when she is hungry, and she is immediately calmed and satisfied, also the bonding experience is so worth it, my boobs no longer get sore and if they do I know it’s only temporarily, she still does sometimes have episodes of cluster feeding but only during a growth spurt, I now really enjoy bf and I’m so glad I’ve been able to do it, i intend on carrying on for as long as I can, I think if you can ride out the difficult early days then do so as it will be so worth it xx