I'm soo sorry Tinselcat - I've been through exactly the same myself and so my heart goes out to you, pm me anytime if you need a rant. You may not be the same, but I spent ages looking for a blame to make me feel better, even emailed my new deoderant company!! , please don't do this as nothing you did or didn't do will have caused this, and moving on and starting to feel better, because you will feel better, can't happen while you do this. Sednding you a hug X