Hey ladies,
Hope all is well with you and your little beans, was just wondering if anyone was feeeling me really overwhelmed and emotional?
Im a mess today ..lol
Me and OH are struggling a bit at the mo though, we moved to scotland for him to do university and i was gna find a job but the NHS isnt really employing up here which mean i have to go back to my job in london meaning that i need to leave my little boy with his dad while i got work three days a week and then with the travel means i will be away 4-5 days a week which i dnt wanna do as im afraid ill miss sooo much with ewan and he will forget me. As we are expecting our second now aswel i think its gna knacker me out doing the travel. OH is thinking of taking a gap year so we can move further south to be closer to family and i can get a job out of london (ive applied for 7) but we wuldnt be able to move till early june and i cant put off not going to work anymore as funds are gna start running low.
grrrrrrrrrrrr feel bit trapped!!
sorry rant over.... now up here to talk to.
Hope all is well with you and your little beans, was just wondering if anyone was feeeling me really overwhelmed and emotional?
Im a mess today ..lol
Me and OH are struggling a bit at the mo though, we moved to scotland for him to do university and i was gna find a job but the NHS isnt really employing up here which mean i have to go back to my job in london meaning that i need to leave my little boy with his dad while i got work three days a week and then with the travel means i will be away 4-5 days a week which i dnt wanna do as im afraid ill miss sooo much with ewan and he will forget me. As we are expecting our second now aswel i think its gna knacker me out doing the travel. OH is thinking of taking a gap year so we can move further south to be closer to family and i can get a job out of london (ive applied for 7) but we wuldnt be able to move till early june and i cant put off not going to work anymore as funds are gna start running low.
grrrrrrrrrrrr feel bit trapped!!
sorry rant over.... now up here to talk to.