any one else feeling sorry for themself?

[Dee1985]

any one else going throught the stage of feeling sorry for them self?

i am...
me and kris was just watchin a show called poor lil rich girls there was a glamor model on slim tanned perky boobs loadsa money,i get well jelous wen there are young pretty things all over the tv... then i looked down at my self i look like a

BIG
HAIRY
WHITE
BEACH WHALE!

for a joke i stood up in front of kris and said think im a sexy glamor model?
(with fake tan plastered on my face my hair tied up on top of my head his tshirt on and a pair of granny pj bottoms)
and he burst out laffing

i cant wait to get back in to a pair of jeans, but my boobs are starting to sag! and i have found 2stretch marks that have appeared over night

 

[rach]

awww hun i know how you feel i just feel like a right fat minger at the moment
am going to make the effort next week to go and get my hair done and tidy myself up a bit seemed to have gone all frumpy lately xxxxxxx

 

[Dee1985]

im just going to wait till i have had the baby then hire a sunbed go the hairdressers and hopefully buy some smaller clothes....
im sick of going shopping and looking at the back of the rail for all the size 22s lol