I realise that to some of you I may be making a mountain out of a molehill kinda thing but I am totally dreading going to my first midwife appointment at the local surgery as it is very likely that there will be someone there that I know.......There is only one close friend that my hubby & I have told and I am really not ready to tell anybody yet. Apart from all the normal worries of early pregnancy I will also be 'an older ' mum compared to having my other children so am a little more worried. I want to try and leave it as long as possible before telling the kids especially as my daughter will be nearly 11 by my due date, is totally baby mad and will be thrilled
. I figure the longer I keep the news in, the shorter the wait for her.
Anyway, when I originally moved to this area when me and my hubby first got together, I stayed with my old doctor and didnt change to this doctor until after having other two children so didnt have this problem as all appointments etc were out of the area.
So now its just struck me that once I see the midwife here that the choice is out of my hands, which I really wouldnt be happy about
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I really cant think of any other way around it other than to change my doctor................has anyone else got any ideas at all???................... Im sorry for wittering on, its just really on my mind

Anyway, when I originally moved to this area when me and my hubby first got together, I stayed with my old doctor and didnt change to this doctor until after having other two children so didnt have this problem as all appointments etc were out of the area.
So now its just struck me that once I see the midwife here that the choice is out of my hands, which I really wouldnt be happy about

I really cant think of any other way around it other than to change my doctor................has anyone else got any ideas at all???................... Im sorry for wittering on, its just really on my mind
